Anne.

2011-11-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

刚从一位同事的婚礼回来, 一瞬间也好想结婚喔~

哈哈哈, 但好像有点想太多了厚.

现在连对象都没有, 怎么可能啊~

看着看着~ 突然有个念头浮了上来..

就算自己可能会找不到幸福，但看到身边的人都很幸福，

其实真的就很足够了~

所以, 我身边的人都要很幸福喔~!

我会永远爱你们的! ^^

2011-11-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

最近的心情有点上下不稳.. 哈哈哈~ 有点神经了~

看不到前方的路，让人期待却害怕受伤害。

我们无法预言前面究竟是幸福的道路还是另一个残酷的挑战。

会有人陪着一起走过吗？

如果没有人陪着，我还会有勇气一路走到底吗？

我害怕的，我最不希望的，老天能帮我赶走吗？统统都赶走..

今天看着我成长过程，各各不同时候的我，有着的不一样表情和心情；

幼稚的洪依咛长大咯~ 好想回到那些日子，

不会在意自己的外表；

不会在意自己的一举一动；

不会在意自己的个性；

不会在意自己是否被讨厌；

更不会在意别人的眼光。

我不知道我最真的一面是什么，但是我也不知道你们接受这样的我了吗？

我已经表现出来了，但是你们还能接受吗？

原本认识的我，却不是原来的我，冲击性很大吧~

觉得我很假了吧..

这样的我，老实说，也让我讨厌了。

最近的我，发现越来越多讨厌自己的特点。

我讨厌心情转折很大；

我讨厌我怎么可以那么的烦人；

我讨厌每次都忘记我应该要记得的事情；

我讨厌我怎么做都会错；

我讨厌我的假；

我最讨厌我自己不知道自己想干嘛的个性！

缺点一堆，优点却连数都数不出来。

我做什么事情都不会是最优秀的，我就算再努力还是被看成在闹；

我试着对所有人的要求都做得好给他们，但是却被当成理所当然；

我能帮的我都会帮，但从来就不会感谢我。不是抱怨，只是...

你们累，我也很累，你们一人一个工程，我却加起来有七八个。

要我帮你们想，要我帮你们做，那谁来帮我啊？

我的帮忙只会让我自己的压力和工作量不断的提升，而你们却还怪我做不好。

这样的感受，这样的心情，你们又了解了吗？

我是走后门，我是靠关系，那又怎么样了呢？你们爱怎么想就怎么想。

如果觉得跟我讲话，跟我攀好关系，就会得到老板的青睐，那请你们离我远一点。

因为我快分不出谁是真的，谁是假的。

工作的环境真的让我不知道自己要怎么面对，

我也很少对家人朋友提这些事情，我也不知道为什么，

今天我真的累了..

很多事情不是不想说，而是不知道从哪里说起，

现在起，这些事情我不会再提起，工作的事情我会放工的时候，尽量留在那里的。

这样你们看到的，就只会是开心的我了吧~ ^^

2011-10-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

好久没有来这里诉说事情了~
这段期间真的发生了好多好多的事情..
不知不觉我工作也快满半年了，时间真的过了18岁就好像乘坐飞机一样..
在公司里，我觉得好难交朋友喔~
因为每个人唯一的目的只是往上爬..
而有时踩伤了别人都不管啊.
刚刚从云顶回来，只能说，玩够了就要乖乖回到工作岗位上..
现在会比较轻松一点，但是年底的时候，
可能就没有那么有空了..
朋友，家人！如果没有那么多时间陪你们的话，要原谅我喔~
不能发脾气~ 我还是会尽力排时间的！
虽然每天都在忙碌的过生活，但是很多家人和朋友在鼓励着我..
我真的很感动啊~! 加油加油！
虽然我有一个家人比较常发脾气啦，但是我相信，她每次都是为了别人的事生气..
真的是个善良的凶女人！哈哈哈~
真的很庆幸有她这样的一个家人，因为真的让我觉得很有安全感..
她真的很好~ 所以她的老公以后一定也会很棒~!
快出现啊~~~~
谢谢你成为了我的朋友，到现在是家人~
爱你喔~~~! <3
好咯，该睡觉了~~! 晚安~!

2011-07-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

火车。。。。

在不同的阶段认识了不同的人，

交朋友真的是一件很神气的事，

1. 第一眼看不顺眼，但深入了解之后，却会发现，其实我们的性格是相同的。

2. 第一眼看顺了，但认识就了之后，却发现，原来事情不是这么一回事。

3. 第一眼看顺了，认识就了以后，只会发觉性格越来越相同。

人生到底可以遇到多少个像第三种选项的人呢？

你们如果遇到了，请紧紧握住，因为一旦失去了，就不知道什么时候会再出现。

人长大了，就会有改变。

对很多之前面对到的问题，会有不同的看法和感觉，

处理方式也就自然的会有所改变。

以前觉得没什么的事情，现在可能会是一件大事情，

而后悔却不会挽回什么。

“在我转身之后，你却又抱着我；

在放手以后，不再拥有彼此的温柔；

在我转身之后，你的泪不停流；

虽然心很痛，却只能说，分开以后我就要远走。”

在不同的阶段，会想拥有不同的东西。

爱情，友情，亲情，姐妹之情，姐弟之情，等等等。

在某一个阶段，我真的好想要爱情，想要一个会知道我的喜怒哀乐的人陪在我身边。

在某一个阶段，我希望我能真心的保留/守护我和我的女朋友的感情，到越久越好。

在某一个阶段，我想要和家里的人保持着好的关系，至少我不想疏远。

在某一个阶段，我好想回到学校的日子，因为那时的我们，真的很快乐。

而往往这些阶段，在很多时候，会忽略了很多人。

我从以前到现在，一直都觉得老天爷好照顾我，

每次都给我好多好棒的礼物，让我每次都被保护着。

谢谢你们的保护，但是让现在的我变得好脆弱，一点风雨就好像暴风雨。

学者坚强，学者独立，是唯一能成长的地方。

真的不用担心，因为我必须长大，让我痛到无法忍耐，就会慢慢蜕变，

变得很强很强。

不再轻易得掉眼泪，不再轻易的任性，不再轻易的任陌生人摆布，

是我最近刚刚学会的。

加油你可以的。

“你说我傻，傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人；

我说你傻，傻在爱她，你的眼睛骗不了人；

我们都傻，傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出；

还在期待会有奇迹出现。”

“如果我们的爱情注定只能悲哀；

我渴望这份爱情慢慢慢变成伤害；

伤害本来是场意外，好被你说上天安排。

其实我也曾期待，我们一起的未来；

为你付出的爱从不曾更改，还一直在。”

在未来的路，我会抱着期待的心情，继续走下去。

因为我曾经读过一句话：

“记得每天都要微笑，因为你永远都不知道在什么时候，会有人爱上你的笑容”。

挂着笑容，坚强的走下去，因为如果生命还没有停止，

就代表故事还没有结束，也就代表着我们还是有希望的。

加油！

2011-06-20T19:43:00.002+08:00

有的时候真的好想就这样永远对着天空~

人都是很现实的。

当他们看到美的人，就会奋不顾身的想办法认识她，

但是如果他们看到的是一个身材不好，或是不好看的人，

心里都会自动的删除她~ 连靠近的想法都不会有。

就好像当你看到名牌货和看到便宜货的对比。

但是名牌包只是因为包装的关系，所以才叫名牌货~

但也不代表便宜包就不好啊~

便宜包的功能也有很多，有时还比名牌包好~

但是人们就是不了解，总觉得一定要名牌才是好的。

今天当我坐在她们的中间时，我只有觉得自己是多余的。

感觉我根本就踩不进她们的世界。

她们都超漂亮，身材超好的~

虽然告诉了自己不能嫉妒，因为嫉妒就输了。

但是当你发现自己好像透明的一样时，真的还是会嫉妒她们。

男生也是透过我跟她说话，好像我不存在一样~

然后只找她拍照，不过没关系，至少我是她朋友，所以还蛮骄傲的~

但是我也不时的提醒自己，当我瘦下来的时候，

这些人绝对会后悔~~~ 加油！

2011-06-17T23:32:00.003+08:00

memories.. ..

很快的，我 21 岁了~

想着想着，心情也慢慢的变了。

不是生气，不是不高兴，更不是不服，

只是回想起这些年的日子，

我到底哪一样事情做对了呢？

21岁的我~~~

发现原来世界真的很复杂~

没有我一直想象的那么单纯。

我的生活，我的时间，我的金钱，我的家人，我的朋友，我的亲戚。

明天的我，就要办我的生日派对，但是我现在害怕了。

不知道害怕什么，就是心里好不舒服~

想着想着，眼泪不知不觉地掉了。。。

有时会想，为什么要把自己弄得那么辛苦？

但有时又会想，我只要一直努力，就会有结果~

只要努力，不怕苦，总有一天别人会看到我的好~

但是，现在大家看到的我，到底是怎样的呢？

我不是埋怨别人怎么对我，而是在意，别人怎么看我~

现在的我，连我自己都很难分辨。

直到刚刚在走路的时候，望着以前的学校，以前的路，

有过的朋友，曾经讲过的话，曾经一起经过的街。

什么都没变，只是我们变了。

我们回不去，但回忆却可以保留很久，

现在的你们，还会记得吗？

我亲爱的 ahjumahs~~

往后当你们回想的时候，对彼此和对我的看法会是怎样呢？

希望都是好的~~~

因为你们真的是我一生中，认识过最好的人~

tongs tongs:

爱搞怪的你，偶尔也会有发脾气的时候，

但是很可爱的是，你都是为了别人生气~

虽然你外表冷冷酷酷的，但是你其实比谁都热情，

比谁都愿意帮助其他人。

谢谢你每次在我心情不好的时候，都在我身边，

给你添了不少麻烦，对不起喔~

我好爱你耶~~~~~~

dokdok:

你的委屈从来都不说，只有自己藏在心里，

为的就是不让别人担心，不让别人为你操心~

我们有过争执，有过不和，如果说这些都没有造成我们变得有点陌生的话，

那真的是谎话。我承认虽然我们有了改变，

但是，我还是会和你一起并肩走，希望你也是~

默默承受一切的你，一定很不好受吧。

对不起~~~~

我也好爱你~~

tian tian:

好久没有看到你了~ 好想念你~~~

少了你，虽然有一段时间，我觉得好辛苦，

但都过去了，我有按照我们的约定，

好好的顾好我们的友情，但有时做的不好对不起喔~

每一次觉得很难的时候，就会想起你的笑脸，

那就会告诉自己，不能放弃！

我也爱你喔~~~~~

kal:

外表可爱甜美的你，其实心里面藏着很多秘密，

我很高兴你愿意和我分享你的事情，

也希望你会因为说出来了，所以心里会觉得舒服多了~

你的坚强，你的固执，其实只是害怕别人再次伤害到你，

所以才会一直带着你的防范，让其他人比较难接近你。

但是也谢谢你听了好多我的心事，也给了我意见，

我也真的好爱你~~

我亲爱的 ahjumahs~

你们一直都是我的支柱，也是我一直往前走的动力，

谢谢你们。

你们的大头，真的长大了，会让你们少担一点心的~~

谢谢！

2011-05-30T15:39:00.002+08:00

what's life without anyone beside you?

what's life without any support?

what's life when you are falling but no one else is there?

what's life when you just wanted to talk, but there is no one there?

2011-02-23T22:34:00.002+08:00

在人生当中，
总会有遇到挫折的时候，
但是越过的话，你将会看到更广阔的天空。

今天的我，
看到了不同一面的家庭。
因为发生了一些事情，
在我成长的过程中，
21 年来，我看到了最多眼泪的一次。。
看着那些掉下来的眼泪，
委屈的，难过的，生气的，无奈的。。
眼睛突然酸了起来。。。

原来在这个家庭里面，
我没有掉过泪，没有抱怨过委屈，
没有表现出我累了的样子。。
因为我是最大的，所以很多事情，
我都想表现得很好，很值得让妹妹弟弟骄傲。。
但是好难啊。。
在工作的时候，我不会把工作的心情带回家，
我只有把它留在那里，等明天回去的时候再拾回来。
在家里的时候，我不会把工作的事情挂在嘴边，
不管我累不累，委不委屈，我在家里从来都没真正的说过。

这个家给了我好多的安全感，好多的欢乐，
也因为这个家，我的个性和脾气已经算好的了。。
只要心不坏，其实我觉得没有很高的文凭也没关系~
文凭只是一张纸，虽然我很清楚明白这张纸的重要性，
但是我觉得，在每一个工作里头，都会藏着很多我们需要学习的东西，
所以只要用心的去做每一件事，就会了解里面的故事~

坚持真的是一件很难完成的任务，
当身体和思想已经不听话的时候，
就会有逃避的时候。。
偶尔去透透气，放松一下，可能会有帮助吧~ :)
加油！

I MISS YOU~~~~~~

2011-01-26T23:00:00.002+08:00

在热闹的人群中，谁会是那个最终还牵着你的手的人呢？

如果在痛苦的时候，那个人不在的话。。。

那就应该要考虑你们之间的关系了吧~

有时候，一封简讯都会让你心不在焉，

会让你开心，幸福，但也会让你难过，生气。

但是在拥有这种感觉的时候，

对方也一样吗？

每一句话都藏着秘密。

有些是暗示，但有些却是明示~

有时会无奈，但有时也会很用心的想，那句话的意义~

2011-01-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

遇见每一个人，第一瞬间都会觉得是缘分。

可是，有些人会很快的离去，有些人却会很坚持的留下来。

对于那些离开了的人，在心里还是会留一小点的位子给他们，

可是可能我下一秒就会忘记。

我的心有在痛吗？

如果有的话，那是我不舍得还是不习惯啊？

不习惯看不到他的日子，不习惯他不在的感觉。。

现在的我，真的不知道自己到底是痛还是不痛~

从一开始，我已经知道，一切不管怎样，都还是会回到原点的。

该离开的人，会留下的人，我应该一开始就很清楚了。

我真的没有很弱，但老实说，我也没有很强。

把强的那面表现出来，为了什么啊？

为了让别人知道我什么都可以吗？

还是让别人觉得我真的很强啊？

我不知道。

一个人的时候，就会很想要有人陪，想要有人会注意到我，跟我说说话。

但是当朋友在身边的时候，我却什么也说不出口；

不是不想说，而是，我不知道要从哪里说起；

也不知道她们会不会觉得我很烦，老是说她们不想听的事情。

所以到头来，我还是保持着沉默；

有些事情，就让我自己知道就好了~

一个人走的路，有时候也不一定会寂寞；

一个人走的话，可能会发现不一样的事物；

可是好难，好累，好痛苦。。。

2010-12-29T23:26:00.003+08:00

再过两天，今年就要完全的结束了。
是不是要反省一下呢？

今年发生了很多事情。
学业，朋友，工作..
有争执，有新的领悟，有新的想法，和一个新的自己，
不需要再在别人面前掩饰的那个我。

我真正的体会到了，不管我再怎么样的努力，
不管我再下多少心思去掩饰，到最后，还是会有人不喜欢我的。
所以只要让在意我的人开心就好了！
那些跟我不是很好的你们，对不起咯，因为我会让你们彻底的讨厌我~ :)

我也真正的体会到，谁才是会最后站在我身边，不会离去的那些人。
谢谢你们，在我不了解的时候，还是肯站在我的身边，
让我去明白，让我去尝试。
我也知道自己很固执啦~
所以真的谢谢你们！我最亲爱的 아줌마s!

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当然没忘了，我爱的妹妹。
每次当我想找人说话的时候，谢谢你一直都在，
虽然你有时候，很不专心得听我说话，但是还是谢啦~
我们之间是没有秘密的！:)
因为你会是我最好的听者，谢谢。

我在韩国餐馆里认识了很多新朋友，
但是也看清楚了很多事，
想清楚了很多事，也放弃了一些事。
看透了，那里的人，迟早都会回到他们原本应该要在的地方，
这里只是他们的一个停顿点，
所以，以一个很重感情的人来说，
我在那里完全不能放感情，不然我会出不来~
有时候会真的以为要是能和他们成为很要好的朋友，
那该有多好。。
但是有的时候，我宁愿我们从来就没有关心过彼此，
因为之后，要是一切都改变的话，
我真的会很痛苦~

我现在看事情也看得很开了，
应该是我的，我怎么推也推不走，
但是，如果不是我的，就算我再努力的拉住，
它到最后还是不会属于我。

伤心是难免的，但是，回忆的时候，
还有漏出笑容，那就代表成功了，
因为你成功的在别人的记忆里留下了好的脚印，
让他们记得你的好~

今年的我，应该算是改变最多的一年吧~
思想，脾气，个性，样貌，穿着，习惯等等等。
也是我掉最多眼泪的一年。

为了很多事情讨厌过自己很多次，
为了一些事情，让我摸不清我自己，
想了很多，哭了很多，不爽自己了很久，
才领悟。

有几次真的有想过，自己被别人不喜欢就好，
不用把别人也拖下水，所以尽量的往外推。

我真的很喜欢海滩，因为那里让我找到了安全感，
因为它永远都会在。
所以在它面前能尽量的哭，尽量的闹，尽量的神经。
因为它不会讨厌我。

分析一下我自己吧：
刚认识我的人，会认为我是一个还蛮安静，而且脸上永远挂着笑容的一个女生；
再认识我一点的人，会觉得我是一个人很好，什么事都不会说不的女生；
有机会再变得比较熟的话，会慢慢发现，我是一个会把心事藏在心里的人；
当我会把心事慢慢向你提起的话，那恭喜你，你已经又往前走了一步；
慢慢慢慢地，你就会发现，原来这个女生也有脾气的，偶尔会神经一下；
到最后的阶段，如果你走得到的话，我会把你当家人看待，就是我不喜欢的话，会发脾气，我会开始跟你说实话，会把一切都告诉你。

我的人就是这样，对不起哦。

我不会把不高兴摆在脸上，我还是会有笑容，但是如果你永远都只看到我的笑容的话，那很抱歉，我只能跟你说，你还没彻底的认识我，所以刚认识我的人，不要每次都说我好，因为到了后面，你们全部都会失望和后悔的。

回忆。。。。。。。。。
是一个让我觉得很珍贵的东西。
在回忆里，我可以丛新体会之前的感觉和心情。

现在回想起来，
这一年当中，我的人生其实比之前的精彩。
有了多一点的朋友，有了多一点的想法和看法，知道了自己想要保护的东西。
很多事情，其实只是需要 “勇气” 两个字而已。
有勇气去面对；有勇气去说出你想要表达的事情；有勇气去争取你要的东西；
有勇气去承认自己的错误。
但是说勇气容易，但它却是一个非常难做的一件事。
在你还没找到勇气之前，可能你已经错过了很多事，挽回不了很多事，但是，你也可能幸运的找到你所要的东西，或是幸运的碰上了你可能意想不到的事情。

终结来讲的话，这一年里，我真的学到了很多，改变了很多，理解了很多，看开了很多，幸福了很多。希望后面的一年里，我会过得更好，生活得更好。

我亲爱的朋友们，我们要一起健健康康的哦！:)
爱你们。

给我最亲爱的家人，你们也要开开心心的哦！哈哈。

2010-12-26T23:08:00.001+08:00

I just want someone who'll understand me even when no words are spoken.
我想有一个人会明白我，即使我什么也没说..

2010-12-03T23:54:00.001+08:00

i cannot stop obstacles from coming,
i can only accept.
there's always a solution to a problem,
but it depends on how long you take to overcome.
the solution is based on your choice,
and the result is also based on what you choose.

2010-11-20T01:24:00.001+08:00

我现在会试着平静的等待...
一直猜好累哦~
就顺其自然吧！

2010-11-01T16:06:00.002+08:00

现实中会有很多为什么,但是..只要通过了那一关，就可以了.
现在的我，已经很少想为什么了，只有继续走下去..
朋友..
我不能否认，是一个扮演着很重要的角色，因为她们的回应不是把你推入地狱，就是让你重新回到天堂.

work study work study work study.

2010-10-16T19:47:00.000+08:00

recently.. im back to the person who i hate.
i dont know what i want.
just irritating all the others around me.
my attitude sucks.
shit.

seriously hate this.
get this out of me.

2010-09-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

为什么我会活得那么累啊？
做什么都不是，什么都不了解。
今天让我看到了我到底有多失败。。
什么都不行~

2010-09-17T23:48:00.003+08:00

一天又一天，我的生活，就真的只有这样。
在生活当中，如果要一直把防备装在身上，真的会很累吧。。
但是有时候真的是不得已的，因为这样我们才会比较开心。
真正卸下防备的时候，只有在自己的空间，没有任何人的地方，才会安心的卸下防备。。
不然永远会有不安的感觉~

back from work!
hahaha. tmr going tian's house for her bdae celebration!
:) super long never celebrate bdae liaooo.
i miss my stupid sista.

2010-09-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

我现在在等待..
也在期待一个转弯点.
在那个转弯点来临之前，我会耐心的等，安静的走我的路..

working these few days!
flooded with korean dishes and smell~
hahaha. FIGHTING!

2010-08-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

thinking thinking thinking..

2010-08-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

my right leg 超痛 de!
isit my body is too heavy for my leg? hahahaha~：Ｄ

2010-08-18T23:28:00.001+08:00

im in a situation where i dont know.
i dont know how i feel.
dont know what i want.
dont know what i do.
how? :(

2010-08-09T00:17:00.002+08:00

I'm rewatching a lot of shows that are so long ago, but they are super nice! :D
have been working in the korean restaurant these few days.
its fun, but at the same time, of course tiring~
oct will be a lonely month for me. :(
my sis will be leaving for china for her sch trip, and tongs and dok will be going china too for SSIII.
then i will be super boreddd~ =x
i shall find something to entertain me before they leaveee. HAHAHAHA~

2010-07-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

what exactly am i doing?
messing up everything.

2010-07-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

EIFFEL TOWER! :D

super pretty de! hahahaha.

2010-07-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

Always
向大地头球OST  （맨땅에 헤딩 OST）

눈을 떠도 너를 꿈꾸는 내
睁开眼睛也能梦到你

두근대는 맘을 아는지
心情忐忑不安  知道吗？

너는 아는지 오직 한사람
只有你一个人  明白吗？

내 가슴속에 너만이 살아 숨쉬고 있어
只有你在我的心中  因为你我才能呼吸

슬프면 내 손을 잡아줘 그렇게 웃어줘
如果伤心请握住我的手  笑一个吧

언제나 널 꼭 지켜줄꺼야
无论何时  我总会保护着你

아파도 너 울지 말아줘
即使痛  也请你不要哭

영원히 니 곁에 니 곁에서 널 바라볼거야
永远在你身边  在你身边注视着你

이젠 나 힘들어도 너를 사랑할게
现在  我会更用心去爱你

내 품에 가득히 너를 안아줄꺼야
我将用我的双臂紧紧地抱住你

나 약속할게 미소만 보여줘
和我一起约定  笑一个吧

나 영원히 너 하나만 사랑할꺼야
我会永远的  只爱你一个人

약속할께
和你约定


슬프면 내 손을 잡아줘 그렇게 웃어줘
如果伤心  请握住我的手  笑一个吧

언제나 널 꼭 지켜줄꺼야
无论何时  我总会保护着你

아파도 너 울지 말아줘
即使痛  也请你不要哭

영원히 니 곁에 니 곁에서 널 바라볼거야
永远在你身边  在你身边注视着你

이젠 나 힘들어도 너를 사랑할게
现在  我会更用心去爱你

내 품에 가득히 너를 안아줄꺼야
我将用我的双臂紧紧地抱住你

나 약속할게 미소만 보여줘
和我一起约定  笑一个吧


나 영원히 너 하나만 사랑할꺼야
我会永远的  只爱你一个人

이젠 나 힘들어도 너를 사랑할게
现在  我会更用心去爱你

내 품에 가득히 너를 안아줄꺼야
我将用我的双臂紧紧地抱住你

나 약속할게 미소만 보여줘
和我一起约定  笑一个吧

나 영원히 너 하나만 사랑할꺼야
我会永远的  只爱你一个人

약속할께
和你约定 

recently in love with this song! :D  love the lyrics.

~

2010-07-20T01:09:00.019+08:00

okkk~ here to update on my bdae posttt. i know i drag for a long time. :D

outer design of the card.. :D

inner side of the card!

my bdae card from my ahjumahs! :D hahaha~
its all hand made de. cool right! =x
love it lorrrrrr!

my bdae present!

It's the voucher for PartyWorld. HAHAHAHA~
for every one time i go partyworld, i will have to present this so that i can get a free session.
hahaha but i have to pay for the extra hours extended.. :D
是 cool 的咯!

so they started doing the card without me knowingggg~
知道你们用心了. THANKS! :D
and they have to try different methods to keep me away from them.

They bluff me say they go class.
then in the end they stay in empty class and finish up on my cardddd~
and i admit that they have great acting skills.
cos they were on msn with me the whole day!~

ah tiannnn~

ah tongsssss~

ah kalllll~

ah dokkk~

these are my ahjumahs~
my dear ahjumahs. :D

we had "Everything with fries" for dinner.
and it was niceee! :D

the "Egg Soup".

ah tian's fries. it was such a big plate lahh! =x

our food! ^_*the pork chop was niceeee! :D
hahahaha~

tongs with her nutella milkshake i thinkkk. :D

after that went to have ice cream!
although we were all very full after dinner lahh~ :D
kal borrowed a camera from her friend that is able to take polariods!

with kal~ :D

with dok~

with tongsss~ =x

with tiannnn~ :P

dok and tiannn~

GROUP PHOTO! ^_^

dok and tongs~

dok and tiannn~
你们两个是怎样啊?~

ah dok ahhh~ =x
好高喔.. :D

拍照好好拍啦! ^_^

这样才对嘛...

all with great smiles ahh~

partyworld 伙伴. :D

jie jie~ HAHAAHA~

my da jie jie 们. ^_^

here comes the group photos! ~

collage of the polariod~

happy bdae to me.
happy bdae to me.
happy bdae to me...
happy bdae to me! :D

thanks for the little cake!
although the whole chunk on top is wheat cream lahh~
HAHAHAHA~ :D

感谢老天让你们在我身边..

okkkk! done with blogging! :D ahahaha~
thanks for everything! i love you all! ^_^

2010-07-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

went tom and toms with kal and tian!~
:D hahaha~
i meet them at cityhall and we had hongkong cafe for dinner.
okkk~ its just me who ate cos they had astons earlier...
hahaha. after that, headed to tanjong pagar's tom and toms!
had fun taking pics that day! HAHAHAHA~

2010-07-06T13:56:00.001+08:00

complicated...

2010-06-25T19:38:00.000+08:00

shall update about the celebration with my ahjumahs tmr! cos today the photos updating is slowwwwwwwwwwwww~ :)

2010-06-20T15:48:00.002+08:00

GENTING! :D

nice scenery. :)

sleepy.... =x
cos we all woke up at ard 5 plus 6am. :D hahaha.

peaceful and quiet bus trip.
(this is after we sit for ard 3 hours le.)

below will be the spam for pics for me and my sis. =x
if you all dont want see then dont go down le! hahaha! :)
we are sitting in the cable car!

wahhh super act cute!

we bought the same ring! tgt with all the cousins!
ahahaha~

with ah na. :D

with ah ting. :D

this girl die also must come in. =x

okkk. her solo. hahaha~

BACK TO HOTEL! :)
in the toilet. cos they all playing. then dont want care about me. =x

thats all for this post! will update another one when i get the pics from my sis! :D hahaha~

2010-05-18T14:59:00.001+08:00

im looking forward to the genting trip!
but i cant sleep. :(
hahaha but still nvm! :D
cos i can have a break! hwaiting!

2010-05-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

Recently im in love with this song. i like the lyrics. :D hahaha~

Shinhwa - Once In A Lifetime (English Ver.)

Eric:
Everyday I pray...to help me through the day...
to make myself stronger...
and I pray...

Minwoo:
So long I've waiting for my dreams to come to life
Believe that faith would make them come true

Hyesung:
And when I close my eyes in my heart i knew that someone was..
gonna listen my prayers.. somehow i knew

Junjin:
Beneath the stars at night I promise I would always try
And now i know it was worth the while

Dongwan:
Although it's hard sometimes you know that my love is always on your side
You can make it happen just believe

Chorus:
Once in a life time Fly to the stars

Hyesung:
There's no denying just believe in who you are

Once in your life time Let me take you there
Cause you dont have to feel all alone you know

Minwoo:
I will be there

Andy & Eric's Rap

让悲伤艰辛的日子都过去，OK
Open up your eyes to the sky then you can find the way
for then better days
现在就是一切都会在一起的我们的世界
要是辛苦就去休息也 OK, yo 片刻 Take a second
那旧时的梦想，无数的 Star I Know that You can take it
要是能一起去你梦想的passion,
It's all yours. There's no question

Junjin:
Through all the joy and pain my dreams wont fade they sill remain
Rainy days always come and go

Hyesung:
But love is always there I know as long as you are here with me
That eventually you'll see u oh~~

Chorus:
Once in a life time Fly to the stars

Hyesung:
There's no denying just believe in who you are

Once in your life time Let me take you there
Cause you dont have to feel all alone you know

Dongwan:
I will be there

Minwoo:
Don't you ever let go or shed a tear

Dongwan:
(No Baby No More Cry)

Minwoo:
I'll be there so have no fear

Dongwan:
(I will pray for you and me tonight)

Hyesung:
When the moment's right
You'll know inside it's time
Inside you always knew
Dreams can come true

2010-05-11T15:25:00.002+08:00

Some quotes to share from "http://365thoughts.tumblr.com/".
I like the quotes so much! :D
hahahhaha :D

1. "Everyone will eventually hurt you. Your job is to take care of yourself and not be surprised."

2. "Don’t make anyone your “everything,” because once they’re gone, you’re left with nothing."

3. "So let’s put a fake smile on, go outside, and let the world know we’re happy. "

4. "When everything seems to go right, something goes wrong."

5. "Sometimes the only thing that people see is what you did. When in fact, they should be looking at why you did it."

6. "When we laugh, the world laughs with us. When we cry, we cry alone."

7. "Want to know who your true friends are? Mess up. And see who’s still there for you."

8. "Don’t be so quick to judge me, you only see what I choose to show."

9. "Force a smile, blink back the tears, I’m supposed to be so strong, I’m supposed to have no fears, but I’m finding it hard not to frown. If I’m such a strong person, then why am I breaking down?"

10. "Forever is a long time, and time has a way of changing things. So do me and you a favor, don’t promise me “forever.”

Just want to share some of the quotes which I find on the web recently. Kal shared with me de. :D hahahaha~ the link of the web is at the top of the post! :D

2010-05-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

i want to have ahjumah outing soonnnnnn!~
i miss my ahjumah tian. :( hahaha. :D

2010-05-03T20:07:00.000+08:00

im starting to rely on eyeliner. how how howwwww.
hahahaha~

2010-05-01T18:59:00.001+08:00

weekends really is 狂吃 days!
eat until like dont need money de.
thats why i need to diet on weekdays. =x
hahaha~

2010-04-27T20:16:00.002+08:00

MONGA really very niceee! :D

hahaha watched with dok and tongs today. =x
actually kal also watching with us de.
but got some irritating guy spoiled it.. hahaha~
:D

2010-04-23T12:30:00.001+08:00

my angel, you're angel.
hwaiting. =x

2010-04-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

facebook, twitter and blogger (plus baidu) is my favourite hobby these few days lor. HAHAHAHA~ :D

2010-04-15T19:48:00.003+08:00

i finished my first day of school today.
ermm its not so "nan ao" lah.
cos ah tongs today same class as me.
hahahaha. =x

在人生的旅途上，一定会有喜怒哀乐，但是也一定会有走过来的办法。
一定会有人从生命中离去，但是如果有新的人走进来，旧的也不会被遗忘。
因为她们给的回忆，是新来的没办法给的，永远会在心里。

2010-04-13T02:58:00.001+08:00

today went to sing overnight with tongs and dok.
ermmm. its really not good to sing "ah mei" or "zhang shao han" de songs at 1am plus.
hahahaha! cos zhen de hui si diao de. :D

i will try my best to sleep so that i wont have a "black" face tmr. =x
okkk goodnights!~ :D

2010-04-08T21:47:00.006+08:00

okkkk. i've not blogged for ard maybe half a year or more than that? hahaha.
sadly, im stuck in RP for another year cos i've not fulfilled my modules.

我最爱的你们...

我现在不相信永远，只想要和你们，能走多远就多远。
喜欢你们的胡闹，
喜欢你们的白痴，
喜欢你们永远都会带来笑容，
虽然只有这样，但是我还是喜欢你们的所有！
哈哈。

在我需要依靠的时候，是你们让我知道，我不是一个人。
谢谢你们，还有，
真得觉得你们是我的天使，哈哈。

我会记得一切，所有的一切，也希望你们也不会忘。
当你们累了，或者需要肩膀的时候，
只要转过身，我都会在的！

hahahaha. its only today got "feel" want write this only. :D
^_^

2010-01-16T14:43:00.003+08:00

fyp2 is overrrrrrr.
but i think i messed it up. =x
shit.

but at least one of the main things is over! (:
happpyyyyyy.

today is dok brother bdae. =x
so now at her house. HAHAHAAHA!

2010-01-16T00:59:00.002+08:00

okk im going to flood my blog this time round.
hahaha~

now its 1am!=x
woohooo.

just reached home not long ago.
came back from dok's house.
and my ahjumahs are rushing their fyp to submit by the coming mon..
파이팅!

2010-01-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

My OD is tmrr!
and that will marks the end of my FYP.
(:

hmmm although its a tough one, cos of some problems,
but then I've learnt a lot through this one.
=x

im not going to sleep tonight le. =x
for some reasons lah. :)
JIAYOU BAH!

there will be an ending and I will move on as usual! (:
HAHAHAHA~
ilovemyself! =x
ermmmm.

ahjumahs hwaiting!~
fyp fyp fyp fyp fyp fyp...... ^_^

2010-01-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

yooo peopleee!
time to make my blog back aliveee!
超 long never update liaooo!
got miss me not!?! hahahaha.

of courseee! first thing to start withhh. :)
JaeJoong's photos! ((:

sorry ahh got a little blurrr. hahaha (:

这是舍么表情啊?!?

cute daoooooo! ~

chao you "FEEL" de! (: hahaha~

ah tongs send wo de! :))
*she also sell fish de* hahaha ^_^

now for some "Junsu" timeee!~ hahahaha~

hand muscle exercise? hahaha (:

DIAN SI LE..

zhe ge ye shi you "FEEL" de lor. hahaha ^_^

"SHHHHHH"..

hahaha ok. im done with one post! (:

2009-09-15T15:12:00.002+08:00

SJ-M released their new MV..
i think its so COOL! ~ "SuperGirl"..

JaeChun's Colours, Melody and Harmony MV is also OUT!~
handsome dao yi ge yi dian! (:

erm i'll update later! now going to eat sakae with dok and her mum and bro.. (:
BYEBYEBYEEEE..

2009-08-26T11:53:00.002+08:00

very long never touch blogger liaoo.
hahaha angelyn.. I BLOG LIAO.

starting of school holidays! (: woohoo.
working and earning money starts now.
first FYP has ended and the second one come alrdy.
hwaiting!
hahaha.

ahjumahs wont be gan ga with each other after the 5 weeks holiday hor!
cos wont be meeting up as much as when there's "school". (:
ohh im learning korean nowadays.
hard dao yi ge ji dian lor. kamsahupmida to the ahjumahs who helped me! ~
chao love ni men de looooorrrrrrr! ^_^

my mum is coming back today.
hope she boughts presents for us! (:

okkkk an nyeong people!~

2009-08-12T09:04:00.002+08:00

Credits: DNBN + 2yunnie206

saw this fanmade video for dongbang. wahh its sad until yi ge ji dian. ):
ermmm anyway... dongbang hwaiting!~

i miss SuperJunior.......

2009-07-28T17:36:00.004+08:00

long time since i stepped into my blog. hahaha.
ermm had quite a few things happening during this period of time.
ahjumahs rushed for their FYP and managed to hand in on time!
woohoooo!~ YEAH MAN!~
but they had a hard time...
cos they went claris house to camp for 4 days 3 nights.
wah can imagine what they are like there!
scary to the max bah... HAHAHA.
my individual report is not out yet! omg. and there's meeting tmr and thurs. ):
our deadline is on aug 3..

havent been meeting jac close to 3 months alrdy.
miss her to the max! (:
see you sooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

oh yah forget about one thing.
i bought a no degree specs.
to change my 形象..
HAHAHAHA
i wanna walk the 温柔/斯文 path. (:

can i follow the ahjumahs team for the next FYP?

i feel abandoned. hahaha~
i dont need to be wanted.
i want to be needed.

2009-07-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

幸福是一种很奇妙的感觉。
一个小小的关心，或是一个大大的拥抱，
都有可能让另一个人感到幸福。。

微笑是一个很简单的动作，可是当你觉得累的时候，
它却也能成为一件很痛苦的事。

回忆。。
我觉得是一种让人回想的时候还会对着照片或东西傻傻的笑。。
连自己都不知道为了什么。

朋友。。
在人生中真的扮演着一个很重要的角色。
有她们是幸福的！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。(:

2009-07-02T21:53:00.003+08:00

RP has 9o+ cases of H1N1 flu..
and with the rate like this. i think tmr it would reach 100....

ok shall not bother myself with this.
although im having sore throat now..
and flu 2 days ago. hahaha. (:

updating JaeJoong's photos! BOOOOO.. ^_^

可爱的。。

帅气的。。

认真的。。

微笑的。。

带着眼镜的。。

迷人的。。

ok.. hahaha. Junsu's photos..

可爱的。。

迷人的。。

donghae~

真的是可爱到。。　。。　。。

ermm photobucket doesnt want to cooperate with me..
so i shall update anytime..
should i go class tmr? hahahaha.. =x
hard qns to decide..... (:
goodnights people! ^_^

2009-06-30T21:05:00.003+08:00

okkk.. a few things to blog.
hahaha~

1. 我可以 type 华语字了！is happy 到一个极点咯！
hahaha! thanks stephy who passed me the disc to install!~

2. today went to class while claris and angelyn waited for me. cos we going pw after school.
hahaha i feel like very long never go liao lor! but then we can only sing until 7pm.. not 8pm lor. saddd.. sorryyy. ): if dont need wait for me you all very early will reach there de. ^__^

3. i survived one day in school! i mean really in class.. HAHAHAHA~ damn proud of myself!

从开始到现在，交朋友一向都是我的弱点。。
因为我不擅长和陌生人开口说话。。
但是，认识你们后，我真的觉得每天都很开心。。
虽然每天都是打打闹闹，但是这才是好朋友才能做的是对吧？
所以我很庆幸我们是这样的。。（：

这段日子，因为不同的原因，所以有点忙。。
如果有忽略到你们，真的对不起。。
我不是故意的!　哈哈。。　

虽然你们帮我过生日的时候没有惊喜还是别的东西。。
可是我还是过得很开心！
谢谢你们一直都在我身边。。
万一有一天离开的话，我会崩溃的吧。。。　。。。

一天是　ａｈｊｕｍａｈｓ，　永远都是　ａｈｊｕｍａｈｓ！　哈哈。。　
我超爱你们的！永远都会！

2009-06-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

Thanks people who wished me happy birthday! (:

my FYP team members..
e24a cliques.. (including jasmine ahhh) ^^
jac..
audrey..
xiuqi...
cousins..
family and relatives..

i enjoyed my bdae very much..
and of course AHJUMAHS! ~
love you all to the max! hahahaha. (:

没有你们我真的会死掉的! ~

2009-06-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

Will the world always be so nice? (:

ermm my family is going off to genting today.. ):
and im having FYP meetings tmr & friday..

hmmmmmm... .... .... sorry ahh. borrow ah teuk's emo-ness for a while.
cos recently my emotions a bit very funny lah. also dont know why. (:
today when walking home... thought about a lot of things.
plus just now got chat with Joyce.. as what we said...
its tired of everything le. really everything. ):

Wearing my smile on all the days.
(although im really happy with the ahjumahs & of course Joyce they all..)
Walking home alone from Mrt station back to home.
Every single thing/object would remind me of FYP.
Opening my house door with no one in it.
Drifting further and further away from friends and cousins.
(these things really made me tiredddd.)

I know that everyone is stressed out during this period.
but I'm just finding a place to pen out only. hahaha. (:
after tonight, im still who i am tmr. HAHAHA.

累了照惯例努力清醒着.. ..
快乐什么时候会结束呢?
哪一刻是最后一刻...

2009-06-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

happy early bdae to my mama! (:
hmmm cos i think i dont have the time to blog tmr.
so decided to blog today.. hahaha =x

today went old woodlands with joyce to take some more pics of the overhead bridge. (:
as usual. the place is damn hot! we are sweating like hell... hahaha.
then went back sch for FYP meeting.
dok dok they all also had their meeting there today.
but their meeting is different from ours.
hahaha they INTENDED to have FYP meeting..
but then in the end also dont know become what meeting sia. hahaha (:
and they damn loud in the library.. shhhhh.. hahaha.
then we went for dinner together at the coffeeshop near claris house there.
was damn FULL and then its damn funny lahhh!
laugh until i wanna die le.
tmr going to pw! omg damn exciteddd. hahaha (:
cos LONG TIME never go liaooo.
& then have to rush back for mummy's bdae..
so friday would be AHJUMAHS day!
recently because of FYP, i have not been able to meet up with ahjumahs..
bi ya neh saranghe! hahaha (:

2009-05-28T19:58:00.002+08:00

had presentation ytd..
so was chong-ing ppt on mon & tues with team matess!~
tiredddd... (:
today had a super funny dayyy!
when walking back to cwp after ahjumahs' UTs..
they are talking jokes like nobody's business lor.
laugh until i wanna die lee!
all xie xing lai de.. .. .. hAHAHAHA =x
had KFC for dinner. damn FULL!
okkk.. should be updating lesser these few days cos of FYP..
its cominggg.. hahahaha (:

2009-05-22T15:40:00.002+08:00

im in class now. (:
just finish presenting..
ermmm nervous ah!~
cos quite a long time never present le.
then also dont need to present in front of ahjumahs right..
i have FYP meeting later toooo..
super stresseddd.

updatesss of photos!

kim jaejoong!~

sexyyyy..

so cuteee! (:

the rest update laterr.. now the internet connection sucksss! (:

2009-05-21T21:40:00.001+08:00

i got my SJ album alrdy! "It's you"..
hahaha ~ hmm seemotongs helped me pay for it first le.
then dok dok chieng passed it to me just now.
SARANGHEEE!~~ hahaha. (:
love you 2 to the max cann.
just reached home. after finishing UT & FYP meeting. omg man.
chao lei de.......

2009-05-19T10:15:00.002+08:00

[明日は来るから ] - dongbangshinki

你看飞舞的雪在手中溶化
宛如为了变成什么而消失
是呀因为重要的事情很容易幻灭
所以我们抓不住只能这样静静漂流着
遥远的遥远的在宇宙的角落
两人偶然的相遇
想要呼喊奇迹的这份心情
只想告诉你呀
只是想要传达的情绪不能很高明的说出
在搜索迷惑中生存了下来
现在能够察觉到寻找到一道光
我逃避了能够追寻的未来却冷静不下来
好几次好几次在停止时
一边累计着眼泪和笑颜
两人一起走过的路程
那确实是真实的呀
下雨时想当你的伞
刮风时想变成你的围墙
不管有多么黯淡的夜晚
明日仍是将近
春天绽开的花和夏天的海滨沙滩
秋天的黄昏和冬天向阳的温暖处
不管多少个四季的循环
重复的祈祷就能够越过OH……
遥远的……（在宇宙的角落里）
遥远的……（奔驰的思绪）
想要呼喊奇迹的这份心情
只想告诉你呀
好几次好几次在停止时
一边累计着眼泪和笑颜
两人一起走过的路程
绝对不会消失的呀……
下雨时想当你的伞
刮风时想变成你的围墙
不管有多么黯淡的夜晚
明日将近
只想传达给你
明日将近

saw this song in youtube.. omg mann. damn nice. hahaha. (:
i wanna have a boyfriend tooooo.. hahaha. to be my umbrella! (:

2009-05-18T16:02:00.002+08:00

today shall update some photos! hahaha. (:

dongbangshinki..

jaejoong ahhh!~

hahahaha~

junsuuuu.. (:

wu li superjuni-or!

eunhyuk! ~

donghae.. (:

last but not least! SUPERJUNIOR!

"its you"! ~

2009-05-12T16:53:00.002+08:00

had a busy weekend this week. HAHAHA~
friday went over to wai po house directly after schh. super rushhh.
then stayed overnight.
we made chocolates for mother's day to all the mothers in our house.
& did for the ahjumahs! [seet mo tongs, listaying, dok dok chieng & lin mo]~
hahaha. the new nicknames of ours.. & of course mine would be [datou hong]..
super random cannn.
then we slept at 530 and woke up at 8 plus.
went DDC house after that to pass the chocolates to ahjumahs.
*sorry if its not nice.
stayed until 4 plus while jiejie they all went cwp first & come to pick me up after that.
went home & slept like an ultimate pig lorr.
had a celebration at my house downstairs.
& cut the cake.
so sun have to go to ah yi's chalet.
cos it xiaozhu's bdaee! SHE'S 2 YEARS OLD.
damn cute! hahaha. and so ton the whole night again.
ok.. we slept for 2 hours. tiredd seh.
then went directly to sch which i cannot liaoo.
so pon sch to slack in the library with ahjumahs..
then when reached home slept the whole night until this morning.
cool right.. but then a very torture way of sleeping ah.

wake up - sleep back
8+ to 9+
12+ to 1+
4+ to 5+

yeah woke up like 3 times.. IRRITATING lor.
okk thats the end of my weekends.
& my relatives are coming back this sun.
they went china to visit gor gor!
& bought me converse shoes there! omg man. THANKSS.
love you all to the max. cos mine is rotting le.
but then that shoe have to "suck" my blood again before getting used to my legs..
poor legss.. ):

my mum & dad is going to china this sun till next fri..
hmmmm.. gonna survive urselves againn. (:
updates soonnnnn!

sweet post HAHAHA~

2009-05-06T11:47:00.004+08:00

我喜欢有你们陪在我身边...
因为这样我就觉得很幸福了.
每次想要放弃的时候, 都有你们在旁边!

喜欢你们搞笑的时候.
喜欢你们幽默不知道哪里来的时候.
喜欢你们为了一点小事都可以讨论得快要打架的时候.
我喜欢做你们的旁观者, 因为超有趣的啊!~
不过不用让我有参与感, 我真的不介意的. ^___^

最后一点是... ....
我会永远爱你们的!

你们最爱的大头上!

[hahaha.. bu yao lian sia...]

2009-05-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

ermm claris ask me to take from her photobucket.
so i updated 2 posts in a day. HAHAHA~
(:

the ahjumahs!

standard de.. its always the 2 of them. hahaha~

me & kal..

so after that is group photos~
we did a "1-9" shots without claris.
then the last shot was HER!~
cos she was chatting with her friend. (rare scene) HAHAHA..
then angelyn did a gif on that!

this is what we ordered..
looks DELICIOUS right? (:

angelyn's style of taking photos.. hahaha.. =x
你们是不是也很想和我们一起出去啊?
看起来很好玩对吧?
下一次吧... ... HAHAHAHA~ (:

2009-05-01T19:50:00.002+08:00

went MS with the ahjumahs on thurs.
hahaha~ had anderson ice-cream.
and a lonnnngggggg chat. (:
will update the photos when i get from claris k? =x

after that went sakae with my sis, jie jie & er jie..
they came woodlands. (:
decided to watch a movie at first.
but then there were no shows that we wanted on that day
& the cinema is packed with people lor!
so planned to go kbox or where ever, but the price was too expensive..
(so forget about it).
after that we went CDANS..
there's a pub there where it's like some kind of karaoke pub..
& its cheaper there. so we went and sang for 3 hours..
reached home at ard 11 plus close to 12.. (:
long day lorrrr.. but FUN!~

today went jurong point with my family plus wei wei.
shopped around and eat ice cream again! hagen dazz. HAHAHA~
have the ice cream cravings these few days!
then had western food! DAMN NICE!~ hahaha..
im now at home after a nice bath! yeah man..
(: (:

2009-04-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

just finished sms-ing with rachael..
hmm 突然很想 blog.

常常在想..
到底哪一个我才是真正的自己..

那个在大家面前永远只有笑容的我..
在家里只会 bully 弟弟妹妹的我..
在朋友面前没有烦恼的我..

其实我也是会累的..
有时候也是有想要把笑容收起来..
也会有想要哭的时候.. (:

面对朋友的疑问..
我回答不出来.
只是想静静的带过.
因为不想做解释了... ...

人都会遗忘的对吧?
我们只是刚好过路..
所以暂停了一下..

如果真的是这样的话..
拜托让我永远停在这里好吗?
我只是想这样而已... ...
真的只是想这样而已... ...

我不管怎样都只是想平平静静的过 :)
眼前真的看不见东西了.

2009-04-27T13:08:00.003+08:00

sch has started for one week alrdyy. BUT THEN is super de sian can.. !

changed my blog song! 东方神起's 忘すれないで..
this is written by jaejoong! (:

celebrated issac's bdae on sat..
& went bugis. but then bugis is got free gifts to take isit?!?
the people there is like SUPER A LOT lahh.. irritating.. HAHAHA~
then when we shopped, its like being pushed to walk..
maybe because its a weekend lah. (:

recently got hooked on to chinese songs again.
rainie yang's [在你怀里的微笑], wilber pan's [同一个遗憾],
梁文音's: [我不是你想像那么勇敢]... etccc.

i saw the lyrics for K.R.Y's: [마주치지 말자 "Let's Not..."],
very touching.. =x

这最后的瞬间
那样的爱的代价
即使你回头，即使埋头哭泣
也讨厌说分手的我

我一直以来只有坚强的伪装
但是没有守护你一生的自信
我是逃走的胆小的男人啊

再遇见向我一样的人请不要爱他了
不要再让自己想念别人了
只看着你不是你就不行
一整天坚持着微笑
请遇见一个相爱的人吧拜托

你痛苦地抓紧我
但是你是一个一生在我身边幸福的生活连自信都没有的
胆小的女人啊

再遇见向我一样的人请不要爱他了
不要再让自己想念别人了
只看着你不是你就不行
一整天坚持着微笑请遇见一个相爱的人吧拜托

到何时即使后悔我们分手
但是除了离别我什么也不能给你

细数过往的日子不要伤心得哭出来
经历的傻瓜一样的人不要想念他
只看着你不是你就不行
一整天坚持着微笑
请遇见一个可以给你爱情的人拜托幸福吧

不要再和我碰面了...

2009-04-22T08:58:00.002+08:00

好想回到以前的生活..
现在觉得压力好大.

亲戚总是问我同一个问题~
什么时候毕业?

好想这样回答: "我想放弃了..."

好累哦... ...

2009-04-07T08:19:00.004+08:00

SJ COMEBACK!
"sorry sorry sorry sorry"..

donghae!~

eunhyuk.. :)

sungmin!
feels that he's super cute & handsome.
after watching the magic show in starking!~
OMG MANNN. dian si lor! :)

leader.. lao b-boy! HAHAHA~

eunhyuk & ryeowook!~

donghae & yesung.. :)

when they won inkigayo.
donghae is so sweet!
but then my kibum is not going to performm..
saddddd. :(

THIS ONE SO CUTE!
hahaha.
when they went to SGB.. :)

yupp.. finally finish blogging.
waseh my com almost hang sia! :))
SJ FIGHTING.. <3

2009-04-07T07:15:00.007+08:00

havent been updating my blog recently as there's no internet here.
yupp went sch ytd to meet claris and angelyn cos they went to reformat their laptopss..
:)
after that went to our second home.. PARTYWORLD!
hahaha angelyn's body maybe will generate electricity ahh.
cos when she touched the mic she will kena electric shock lor.
then xia dao na ge waiter also dont dare to take seh.
hahahaha.

eunhyuk's bdae was on last sat..
sorry for the late update! ~

cute guy eunhyuk!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

he always have his smile on his face..

AHHHH SO CUTE!~
hahaha..

zhe shi she me yan shen ah?
ke shi hai shi chao shuai de!~

why he so skinny?
but then he really eats a lot!~
really jealous of this kind of people.
HAHAHAHA..

cute!~
he tie his hair. :)

eunhae..
they are the sweetest couple in SJ!~
love themmmm.

they always have a "weird" bond between them.
cos when one of them turns to "play" with another person..
then the other one would automatic "pulls" him back!~
HAHAHAHA..

hahahaha!~

donghae snatching his food.
*angry* :)

ermmm. =x
wu hua ke shuo! hahaha..
ke ai jiu dui le!~

donghae snatching his strawberry milk again.
hahaha.

what is the 2 of them doing?
:)

overall..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :)

SJ 13 FOREVER!~

2009-03-27T17:42:00.002+08:00

LEE DONGHAE!~
can he dont be so cute?!?
hahaha~
im staying at cck temporary now.
and super close to jac. :)
misssss my homeee.......

i think maybe we have to stay there for at least 2 weeks.
thanks jie jie for lending me her wireless!~
cos we have no internet at cck house there.
im at claris house now to use her internet with angelyn!
then later going to have curry fish head for dinner.
then meeting ah lyn at lot 1 with wei wei.

went partyworld with angelyn and claris on wed...
our new khaki!

and of course when we go..
there will be picturess!~
i bought a new shades..
so we were trying when singing. :)

woohhoooo!~

dont know whats she's thinking about lahh. hahaha.

zi yi wei hen hao kan lor!~

i still got a lot havent blog yet sehh.
sentosa, dinner at turf city, pw with my sis, etc......
omg!~ lazyy sia!~~~~ :)

2009-03-17T07:02:00.002+08:00

IVE JUST REACHED HOME.
COS I WENT TOP ONE WITH ANGELYN & CLARIS..
hahahaha~
not intending to sleep cos i have to go claris house later..
we sang from 9 to 530am..
ermm actually im quite awake now! ~
so wait for tonight then sleep bahs..
shall update when i get the photos from claris.. :)

2009-03-12T19:00:00.004+08:00

ok down to the last post..
omg mann. my hand wanna break liaoo.
and then photobucket had fang qi me.
so im now using the blogger to upload pics.
hahaha..

LAST POST WOULD BE ON THE 13 MENNN..
superjunior!
they have comeback with their 3rd album.
omg super handsome!
will dian si everybody lor..
i saw on angelyn and claris blogs that they did an introduction on the guys.
so im here to do one as well!
but mine would be in random sequence..
cos i cannot rmb who is older than who.
they got so many people lor. HAHAHAHA..

first on the list..
is obviously the leader!
angel ah teukk.. hahaha..
he has a nice voice i have to admit.
and he's popular among the memberss.. :)

princess heechul! hahaha.
the most "female" look and character in the group..
i love him recently due to the "good daddy" show..
he's so cute with hongki! :))

sweet guy kangin..
although he has a tough appearance..
but then he has the most gentle and sweet mind as well..
he knows how to take care of the members thoroughly.

pumpkin sungmin!
cos he loves any food related to pumpkin.
hahahaa.
he's the cutest in the group.
and zui hui sa jiao le.. :)

charming guy shiwon.
he is the most gentleman among the members.
he's born in a rich family as well.
but he's not proud or arrogant at all! :)

sexy hankyung.
he's the only china member in SJ..
but the way he pronounces or speaks korean is so funny and cute!

best dancer shindong..
dont judge a book by its cover!
he can dance way beyond your imagination..
:)

vocal yesung..
i admit that he has the best vocal among the members.

the cutest couple.. eunhae. (eunhyuk & donghae)
both of them dance well too!
they are born in the same year as well.
as long as both of them are together.
there will be laughters! hahaaha..

cute ryeowook!
his voice is one of the best in SJ too..
his actions always make me feel that why is there a person who can be so CUTEEE!~
hahahahaha..

cool guy kyuhyun..
he's the youngest in the group.
i love his vocals as well.
it would melt everyone's heart! <3
he has won over the death god!
and i will always be proud of him! :)

lovely kibum!
hahaha he's my favourite!
but he always "disappear" in the group.
cos he has to film dramas and CFs.
so he's commonly not with SJ when they are in their xuan chuan qi..
haiss..

above is the intro for SJ..
a wonderful group where different characters mixed together to form a strong bond..
their relationship within them is super strong.
its like they are real brothers! ~
SUPERJUNIOR FIGHTING!
loves only 13~

2009-03-12T18:10:00.003+08:00

okokkk..
im going to update abt 3 posts todayy..
this is the second one!

went partyworld with angelyn and si xiao hai on mon..

angelyn singing siaa.. hahaha.

actually her voice is nice one..
but she everytime also say she cannot cannot..
HAHAHAA must say YOU CAN! ~

ermm the common face in my blog. HAHAHA..
dont need to introduce liao.

ok so they are trying to do the "ah teuk" pose.

im so into camera this period..
hahahaha..
omg cannot stand myself!

yahh FINISHEDDD..
hahaha find one day go partyworld again k!!

then the next day..
we went kbox with xiuqi and celine.
super long never see celine liaoo!
hahahaha..

oppssss.

i havent sit properly cann.
hahaha. :)

claris and me!

i told you im so into camera this period.
hahaha. so dont get annoyed looking at my face!
:)

blur queen and me..

yup after that me, claris and xq went for dinner but celine went home.
cos she has activities after that..
hope to see her soon!!

2009-03-09T18:06:00.005+08:00

okk changed my blog skin!
omg spend so much time on thiss.

went out with ahjumahs on last wedd.. :)
we went to townnnnnnn! =x

because of claris's craving for ice cream.
we ended up in gelare..

kal, angelyn and claris had waffle while i had a cake.
the cake is super nice!
hahaha..

after that we went to cine level 9 for a movie.
we watched "body 19".
its super scary lahh but then the whole room is filled with laughter.
cos they were all discussing about the guy lead and all that de.
then down there laughing.. HAHAHA. :)

yup.. after that went home..
:)

ok next would be we went to smu to work on sat..

so there's not much workload on that day..
therefore we got quite a lot of time to rest..
hahahaha :)

cos we were stationed at the carpark there to wait for the buses to fetch the scholars here..
then we will usher them up to the conference hall..
so during the break time.
we took photos AGAINNN. haha.

the black and white series..
hahaha. looks like the pic very old. :)
but then angelyn doesnt want to take..

kalista cute siaa.. HAHAHAHA.

what's claris looking at?

after work we went ajiteh to have lunch+dinner..
kal's sis joined us too.

basically i think angelyn doesnt want to take pics with claris!

BULLYINGGG!

kal.. nvm we take on our own! hahahaha.

kal's sis! :)
looks quite different from kal.

thats all for the SMU day!

2009-02-24T20:32:00.002+08:00

ok recently not much time in using my com..
cox im working in childcare centre..
started from last week. omg tired.
i work from 7-5 so basically is office hours lah.
but then i waited for my cousin to finish till 7pm..
HAHAHAHA i waited myself lah.
cox can have one person to pei me go home mah.
she's staying at my houseee.. :)
so i normally reach home at ard 8 plus like that.
then sometimes will be very lazy to on com..

yeahh. so these few days would be just BUSY with work.
but there will be money coming in! excitedd to the max! =x
i registered for basic test (driving) as well..
its on 3th april. wish me good luck k! :)))

im waiting for suju's 3rd album comeback! super excited lor!
the 13 of themm. i miss them!
13eyond the imagination.. FIGHTING!

sorry friends and family if i neglect you all for the coming few weeks..
its just that im busy with work! meet up soon friends!
lovesss.

ok shall update asap! :) GOODNIGHTS PEOPLE.
im sleeping soon..

2009-02-07T19:02:00.002+08:00

HEYYYY.. hahaha.
blogging at a super fast pace these few days.
cox i got all the photos!

ok i know now then blog about what we did in new year eve is a little late.
but its ok! BETTER THAN NOT BLOGGING RIGHT! :)

me and my idiot sis...
hahahaha.

see how idiot she can be? HAHAHAHA~

ah lyn and ah pei..

me and jiejie! :)

me and jiejie againn..

the 3 horses! cox we came out during the same year... :)

3 different kinds of looks right? =x

WOOHOOO~ :)

additional of my sis! ~

can see that one side is the super "fang de kai" side..
then another side is the "fang bu kai" de! HAHAHAHA..

loves angbaos!

choir?

dont know why they got so many poses?

LIKE THAT SEXY MEH?!?

OK next on the post is the day where my grandma's bdae!
we went to a restaurant at cck stadium there for dinner..
and then this time we all wore formal. :)

ah lyn and ah wei...

the 3 horses again! everytime meet must take a pic together de..
cox we nan de can 3 person meet daoo..

look how unglam she can be!!!

the poses queens are here again!

me and er jiee..

mixeddd! :)

MAMA..

gor gor and my papa..
gor gor is in beijing now le..
:)

gor gor, ah lyn and jiejie.

gor gor and grandma! (bdae girl)

cousinss..

COUSINS ROCKS! :))

food food food.. =x

wu gu and wu gu zhang..

ah wei and er gu..

plus gor gor! :)

si gu, si gu zhang and man ling..

papa mama

son and mother..

MY FAMILY!

san gu and her family

grandma! HAPPY BDAE! ~

coming to the end..
yunho's bdae!
its ytd ah. :)
HAPPY BELATED BDAE!~
ok he's kal's husband lahh.
its kal who brought me in to dongbang's world.
cox i was in sj world at first.
waseh with them.. my whole com is starting to have lesser and lesser space!~
HAHAHAHA but super handsome de! :)
DONGBANG FIGHTING!!!

the man whom will always be in front leading the rest of the team members! :)

sexyyyyyy~~~

YUNJAE! hahahaha~ i love them to the maxxxxx.. :)

DONGBANGSHINKI~~
the best vocal group in the world!
:)))

2009-02-05T10:15:00.003+08:00

went to marina square with claris they all for buffet..
hahahaha had FUNNN!~
:) we took lots of food at the beginning..

and then started to bbq..

we sat opposite each other.. i sit with kal and ace..
then angelyn and claris sit opposite us.
both of them are super damn funny! should go and go host programmes lor.
i think we will all laugh like HELL! hahahaha..

me and kal <33

me, kal and ace.. :))

this pic got effect some more one lor! =P *smokess*

angelyn and claris. the 2 xie xingss..

the 4 of us!

we started to try taking group photo by ourselves..

wahh angelyn face so whitee!

opps where claris?? hahaha.

GOT ONEE!~ hahahaha.

shifted to another table for ice cream!
seriously its super full by that time le.
cox after finishing the food.. we ate puddings and fruits.

tiramisu flavour..
this tastes nice.. :)

yummy yummy!!

they like couple like that lor! HAHAHAHA
(dont kill me pleasee.)

this is the green tea flavour.
tastes weird to me..

nan de she will be so ren zhen ahhh. :)

our zhan li ping! :))

walked to esplanade.. hmmm..

sat at the staircase there to take some pics.

cute acee... hahaha..

scary angelynnn..

but she can be cute too!~

me and claris..

reached esplanade.
saw the flyer there. omg super nice! wanna go sit once. hahaha..

hahahaha.. :)

this si xiao hai die also want all of us to take one pic with the durianss..

kal...

me..

ace

angelyn ahhh. HAHAHA~

actually was supposed to take emo pics.
but also dont know why become like this..
hahahaha..

puddings. shall not say where this is frommm HAHAHAHA..

me and kal..

PLUS ACE!

what are they doing? :)

ok end of our trip.
was supposed to go with joyce they all on wed..
but then i was so damn tired on that day.
i reached home at 12 plus on tues..
then slept at ard 2. omg man. super tired.
so decided not to go cox rachael was not going as well.
SORRY E24A CLIQUES! see you all next week k!! :))
lovess..

going claris house later with xq.. hahahha.
very long never see her liaoo! :)

2009-01-21T12:57:00.002+08:00

new year is coming soonnnn!~~
erm excited to get ang baos only lahh..
:)
ok claris was sick for these 2 dayss.
si bing ren + si lao renn.
no wonder you like ah teuk ahhh. HAHAHAHA..
ok lah get well soon k! =x

many things happen during this period of time..
which is the end of 2008 and starting of 2009..
why do i have the feeling that i dont welcome 2009 at all? hahaha.
yahhh HAHAHAHAHA..
claris ahh. sometimes lend me your shoulder k! hahaha..
THANKS AHHH..

im looking forward to SUJU'S COMEBACK!!
now must start saving money liaoo.
if not when need to order then no moneyyyy..

this sat going to pay respects to ah ting's papa..
one year passedd. damn fast!
still rmb our last new year.. not really very happy though.
cox we havent got a pic of our whole family.
hahaha as in plus my uncle they all de!~
regrets ahhhhh..

I WANNA GO SINGING!~
si xiao hai keep pushing backwards lor.
bai tuo ni bu yao shen bing le!~
ytd was supposed to have dinner with xq.
but then cox xiaoxin was coming along as well..
therefore i went home.
( dont wanna be a lightbulb ah!)
hahahahahaha..

jaejoongg! :)

donghae in china..

i miss eunhaee!
the cutest couple ever! =x

went to celebrate xiuqi's bdae on fri at jurong point.
sorry i was late! hahahaha..
so we had new york new york and gave her the present.. :)

me and the bdae girll

xiuqi and claris

after that we walked ard for a while then went to have ice cream!

yah and after we went home!
thanks for travelling all the way from yishun/admiralty to jurong point!
cox i was working at ard jurong area.
and then worked until 4 plus like that.
so they both agreed to come all the way here.
hahahaha but i was still late!~
HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR BDAE! :))

2009-01-12T15:56:00.003+08:00

im in schh..
hahaha its like after one month plus then i stepped into sch againn.
:) seriously hate sch to the max lor.
now waiting for claris, kal and angelyn to finish UT.
i came sch when i dont have sch on that day.
then when got sch i will not comee. HAHAHAHA~ irritating right! =x
so many unlucky things happen during this period of time.
does it mean this year will be bad??
hais.. feel like quitting sch already.

yup so now is still in suju world! but then dongbang is getting lesser and lesser..
oh yah I LOVE HEECHUL NOW!~~ hahahaha..
and HONGKI ahhh!~ super cute to the max lah.
in the good daddy show. shall show you the photos! :))

hongki and jonghoong..

super cute! omg man~~ :)

this is their first daughter.
hahaha. cox they will take care of one daughter for a few weeks then they will change..

this is their second daughter!~
i think this one is cuter. but the first one damn FUNNY!! :)

they need to train for the marathon thingy..

doesnt hongki looks like an definite housewife? with that apron around him. hahahaha!

they wore this when they were running the marathon,
i think will perspire like hell lor!~ :)

discussion.

FT Island released their photobook as well!! :)) shuai ahhhh.

jaejin and minwah..

yahhh why must all of them have photobook at the same time?
dongbang, suju and ft island.
if the fans like all of them then i think he/she will go broke lor!~~~

these are all the GIFs from the good daddy show..

hongki with their second daughter~

kena hit by heechul. and heechul wear that mao zi super cute!~

marathonnn...

dancing to "nobody"!

heechul sat on hongki!~

OUCHH i can feel the pain. stupid hongki lor! =x HAHAHAHA..

BYE PEOPLE today is the start of the week.. FIGHTING!~

2008-12-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BDAE SI XIAO HAI!~
hahahaha.. ermmm used your com to blog for a while.
cox you are chatting with xiuqi and your mum!
:)))
18 years old le. sorry for not being able to appear on mon night with angelyn, kal and xiaotian.
know you are disappointed le! hahahahaha~
still wanna wish that you enjoy your 18 years old life.
cox im already getting bored with it!
ok lahhh.. HAPPY BDAE!~ byeeeee.. =x

2008-12-18T18:55:00.005+08:00

im here to update more photos!
claris got her photobook alreadyy.
omg super handsome lah!
i didnt buy cox its very ex ahh! :))
ytd went partyworld with claris, my sis and ah ting.
sang from 2-7 i thinkk.
yeah and then met xiuqi and claris today..
intended to eat sakae but in the end went swensens..
cox xq got the free ice cream voucher! =x
here comes the photos! excited righhttt..

dont really understand why donghae will be together with ah teuk.. hahahha..

the 13 of them! :))

KANGTEUUKK! one of the couple i like the most..

the 2 top couples in SJ in my heartt! eunhae and kangteuk.
so sweet lor!

handsome horr.. this one can cure eye sickness! <333

donghae and ah teuk... cute! :)

真的超级帅! :)
ok enough of SJJ??
hahahahaha~

DONGBANG!
jaejoong! =x

this is when he was on a radio show..

jaejoong and yoochun..

电死了~

these are from their photobook/calender! hahahahaha..

i like yoochun with this hairstyle.. NICE~

the UCC thingy.. damn cute lor the both of themm! :)

this one very sweet! cox the little boy was passing something to yunho! =x

DONGBANGSHINKI!~

ending photo! <3333

i have to wake up at 5 plus tmr.
wish me good luck k! BYEBYEBYEBYEEE!~

2008-12-10T09:13:00.002+08:00

thanks to claris who tagged me to do quiz..
which i hateee. hahahahaha :))
kan zai wo men shi HAO PENG YOU de fen shang..
i will do it. =x

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you.
1. I will be very quiet when you know me in the beginning..
2. I can be very SOCIABLE when you know me well! (unlike si xiao hai)
3. I cannot communicate with a lot of different people at the same time.
4. I hate crowded places
5. Sports is not for me! hahahaha..
6. I love kbox and partyworld!
7. I love SUPERJUNIOR!!
8. now im into DBSK as well.. handsome..
9. I would rather sit down and chat with my friends than walk/shop the whole day.
10. I would drink coffee when im really tired and afraid that i would fall asleep.
11. I dont really take photos.. =x
12. My friends call me si xiao hai/si da tou. (but the above si xiao hai is claris)
13. Do I look like i can easily be cheated?
14. I hate crowded mrt as well.. (so I will drag until the time when its not the peak period)
15. I love my friends SO SO SO SO SO SO SO muchhh!!!! hahahahaha.
16. I love places with great scenery.
17. I can only fall asleep in my OWN house. (so chalets and holidays are a torture to me)
18. Im an easy go lucky person.

the people i wanna tag:
Joyce
Ivy
Jac
Ah Lyn
Ah Na

FINALLY IM DONE WITH 18 POINTS!
omg mann. hahahahaha. :)
si claris stop tagging me quizzz!~

2008-12-09T18:54:00.002+08:00

ok firstly.. i dont why my links are all being stroked awayy!! super pissed by my blogsong.
hahahahaha. yup so i had B.K breakfast and dinner.
omg man. B.K freak.. and then today with claris, kalista and angelyn.
:))) ermm. eating with them is always so FUNNYY!
laughed all the way through dinner and then went to print photoss.
actually is angelyn and claris wanna print..
then when i saw the pics that they print out.. super SHUAI!
so i decided to print as well.. i printed out donghaee..
kibumm ahh! can you please take pictures? hahahaha. =x

i got new photos today! :)) if not my blog are all wordss.

eunhyuk <33

cute kyuhyun..

迷人的他..

kyuhyunn ahhh!! hahahahahaha..

帅死了!! :))

ke ai ke ai.. :)

this is during their concert where they formed a train and walked around the stage! =x

jaejoong, xiah and changmin..
just feel that this photo very nice!

the leader of DBSK!
and the love of kalista.. hahahahahaha!!!

xiah is seriously so cute! :))

mickey and jaejoong...

omg he is seriously so super HANDSOMEE!
angelyn's favourite too! :)
ermm his eyes will 电死你! hahahahhaha.. :))

ok im done blogging! =x have a nice day people!

2008-12-05T20:21:00.002+08:00

oh yahh.. ytd forgot to blog about the events that happened on the mrtt..
hahahahaha!
me and angelyn was taking the train back home.
the train driver.. i dont know he was drunk or whatever..
he drove the mrt and then over shoot the stop..
we were standing at the last door..
and that means that there was no mrt in front of us when it stopped at woodlands.
so the uncle u-turned back and we were laughing all the way lah. :)
and when we got in. we saw a guy whose half face was covered by his long fringe which is red in colour..
and then the other half of his face that was not covered..
was covered with tattoo.. so basically cannot see his face lah.
i sit beside him also scared lorr! :))
then when he got off at marsling..
an auntie came up and sat beside me.. so she was talking damn loudly one the phone..
as though the person she was talking with was deaf like that.
then me and angelyn was talking with each other..
and then she damn loud.. so was quite irritated by her laahhh.
then beside angelyn was another young girl who was chatting on the phone as well.
and she was like cursing a person...
then opposite us was a guy who was sleeping..
and he was almost leaning on the auntie who was sitting beside him liaoo lor.
sitting the train with angelyn like FUN like that lor.
first time sit mrt so many things happen deee..

today went vivo with ah lyn and ah ting..
to shop for chew mei and joey's bdae present..
and when we decided to sit down some where to rest.
cox our legs was super tired from standing whole day at work..
and walking for a few hours.. hahahhaha..
so there was this girl who was from ngee ann poly approached and ask whether one of us could help her with the colour test..
so i agreed cox the both of them didnt want to do.
then there was a group of us "playing" the game..
then i saw that girl took out a "BLUE" paper..
but the people in front of me who played the game said that it was "RED"..
(im the last one).. then i was like stunned lahh.
then they give me the very confirm look that their answers are right..
cox it was obviously blue ahhh. so i just answered blue which was different from all the other players.. (in a very soft voice cox i thought i was wrong)..
i was thinking to myself whether did i see the wrong colour or what.
so they tested around 10 plus colours..
after which i was still very blurr.
then the girl came to explain that actually the other players were also part of their group.
and they had to film some thing for their project so they planned to say the colours that were different to the paper that the girl had shown..
so she assured me that i was NOT colour blindd.. omg man.
i was like ohhh okok hahaahahaha.
still in the shockness lahhh.. :))
so they said thanks to me and i after that realised that ok..
nvm lah. hhahahaha! so a few weird things are happening to me these few days..
but it was fun anyway lahh.

ok.. GOODNIGHTS people! =x

2008-12-04T19:18:00.002+08:00

today spent my day with claris, kalista and angelyn..
hahahaha~ we went burger king for dinner and as usual..
laughed like hell! haha...
we were chatting about a lot of things..
our working place. and then claris and.. eh hemm..
hahahahaha. :))) he loves youuuuu! *heart*
and then me and kal was discussing about what we should do when we meet the person we like..
we have to wear short soft skirt. those that can fly when the wind blows on it.
super damn funny! then must keep on putting make up.
then suddenly the make up will crack and all those stupid stuffs!
hmm if we like that do the person might just run away lorr! :))
yup. i need to work tmr morning with my sis.
so have to wake up at 6 plus. omg mannnn!
then after that going back sch for a while to hand up my work.
then shopping with ah ting and ah lyn..

WHY MUST THERE BE SO MANY BIRTHDAY-ERS IN THESE 2 MONTHS?!?
im going brokee sooonnn..
hahahahaahahahahahaha.. :)))

GOODNIGHTS people.
im trying hard to change my blog skin asap.
and then ripway is opposing me! it doesnt load the songs that i want.
sad lor! =x

2008-11-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

just selected my modules for next sem's..
sian lor have to go 5 days week.
depends on whether i can get my elective not lah.
HOPE I CAN~~
and then have to clear CE points.
and then 2 FYPs..
PP results havent out yet damn jin zhang de..

ah teuk.. claris. stop saving pics into my folder!~
going no space liaoo! hahahahaha~

donghae!

eunhyuk..

LOVE EUNHAE TO THE MAX! hahahahha..
funny right?!? :)))

jaejoong..

this is done by one of his fans. so cute... :)

my kibum. he hasnt come out for quite some time le. MISS HIM~

forever 13 <33

DONGBANGSHINKI!~ love them too. :))))
ok its late and im going to watch my shows le.
tmr theres sch!~ must jian chi dao di only. bless me k.
hahahahaha. :)) GOODNIGHTS PEOPLE!

2008-11-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

ok havent been updating recently..
went partyworld with claris and my sis today.
sang a great 6 hours SUPER HIGH! ~
:) okok.. DBSK's new MV is out.. HOT!!
they are super sexy in the mv.. omg man.
HAHAHAHA~
i watched SJ's concert DVD already..
thanks to claris who helped to dl it online.
im seriously broke nowadays already..
therefore have no money to buy the DVD..
sian lor. it was supposed to be a bdae present for my sis.
but then... eeerrrmmm. yup. hahahahaha..
SORRY ! but then i watched the concert with her le..
i think its super funny and sad lah..
cox there are times when they played like hell..
but then there are also times when they cried like hell too..
they waited for 3 years for this concert..
:)))) WONDERFUL CONCERT! ~ hahahahha..

found some random pics of donghae! shuai..

handsome handsome right?? kibum doesnt wanna take pics. hais :(

omg! this one is so NICE~~
very got "gan jue" lor... =x

im recently so into "jaeho" as well... cute CP. :)
eunhae is also very cute!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
yup miss the 13 people stage.. =x
ok shall go back to watch my videos and scroll the soompi forums already.
OHH YAH my performances that forum "un-banned" me already.
claris. make more space in your hard disk k..
cox im going to dl a LOT of things!!! :) FIGHTING. hahahahahaha~ ^^

2008-11-04T09:13:00.004+08:00

I HATE SCHOOLLL
wake up every morning.. sian to go sch.
HAIS! omg man. :(((

dbsk and suju everyday are killing my eyes too!
i recently heard a song from claris's blog.
super NICE man! hahahahahaha. :)
its by kim jong kook..
keep pressing the play in her blog to listen to that song!
=X im so tired.........

ok PICTURES!

ok im done blogging! BYEBYE.. :)

2008-10-23T08:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAE SHELINA KOH! hahahaha

sorry for 'stealing' your photo from friendster! :)
meeting you tmr! =x
HAHAHAHAHA..
my PP poster presentation is on this sat..
OMG man. damn stressed and nervous de!
i havent finish on my PP poster yet.
and then dongbangshinki is super handsome! :)))
^^ i saw their performances. super handsome!
HAHAAHAHAHA..
anyway my this post is a bit random lah.
cox i wanted to wish happy bdae.
but then a bit too short.
thats why im adding a lot of random stuffs in! HAHAHAHA.
HAPPY BDAE! :)

2008-10-20T15:05:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BDAE ANG SHI NING!
went swensens after school to help her celebrate her 15th bdae.
HAHAHAHAHA.
she was damn paiseh because we took a family photo as well.

my papa and mama! happy family right.. hahahaha. :)

went bugis with rachael, joyce, karen and eileen too..
at first wanted to have steamboat.
but in the end it was too ex.
therefore we went to have ah wang instead.
:) :) tired when reaching there lor.

i really miss my sec sch life..
thats why went back with jac to see the school!
took some photos there too.
but then we couldnt get in. thats why we could only take from the outside.
sad sad :((

this is the place that i have never went before! hahaha. =x
its behind our school.

.
this is where our classrooms were during sec school lives.
hahaha memories man. :)

the staircase that we had climbed for 4 years.

thats the hall.. on the second floor.

basketball court outside our school..
to be honest. i only went there once or twice i think. HAHAAHAHA~

okok im having UT later. sian man.
now is the last team presenting! :)
last week of school. im having holidays for one week next week.
$$$$!!

2008-10-15T19:52:00.008+08:00

happy bdae LEE DONGHAE! :)
considered 22 years old here but 23 in korea..
HAHAHHAHAHA..
he's super cute no matter in china or korea.
FISHY donghae.

wish that SJ would be back to 13 soon.

cute cute cute! =x
you are my everything!
SJ FIGHTING!

2008-10-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

monday! sch as usual in the morning..
but then woke up with flu on me.
saw claris's sms saying that she's hungry..
so mac breakfast! :) the first time she woke up so early just because she's hungry!
hahahahahahahha. yeah.
felt a sense of sian-ness when eating.
and then here comes the flu! sneezed and sneezed for dont know how many times.
and the worst thing is that there's UT .. omg man.
yup.. sneezed and coughed in the class until stephy decided to pon halfway..
i actually didnt wanna pon.. but then because of flu and..
SORRY JOYCE! i really didnt meant to pao qi you de. im so damn sorry.
and to jasmine also. i confirmed with her that i would go sch tmr.
but then if the flu doesnt get well.. i dont think im going sch..
IM SO SORRY!!

UT was errmmm. sucky. cox i was stunned at the qns.
hais shun qi zhi ran bah..
after that actually decided to go home and rest.
but we planned to watch movie together.
angelyn, kalista, claris and me. stephy joined too!
cox connected was the movie that i wanted to watch very much!
AND GU TIAN LE AND ZHANG JIA HUI ARE SO SHUAI IN THAT SHOW!
im so glad that i went to watch! :) :)
but throughout the whole show.. me and kalista was like wiping our tearss..
not because the show was touching.
but because we wanted to sneeze but it wouldnt come out.
thats why it somehow converted itself to tears..
and then we were wiping it throughout.
i think the people behind might think that we cried through the whole show..
:)))

handsome handsome handsome.
but there was one part which scared all of us.
which is in the beginning when da S was driving..
and then a car just banged on it.
there was nothing in advance to tell us that the car is banging lor..
it just "BONG!".. scare the hell out of us man. hahahahaha.
the whole show was nice lah! =x

go and watch k!! okok. im stuck at my RJ qns.. shall try my best and do!
GOODNIGHTS PEOPLE! :) *dreamland*

2008-10-09T11:21:00.002+08:00

ok.. i think that im super suay these few days lah.
first, i went to wash my mp3.. then when i was in school waiting for UT, my menses is like killing me and therefore skipped that. omg man.
and then i saw deila when i was going down the lift..
hais.. how come everytime also will see the faci that i dont wanna see??
like curse like that lah. sian man.
studying is so super stress man..
sometimes will have the idea of dropping school lah. idiot right!
:(((
i have to attend lessons more already.
HARD HARD HARD! i need M O T I V A T I O N!
went for sakae buffet after school with stephy..
sorry for not jio-ing rachael they all! cox you all also wont rush down just to eat right?!?
hahahahahahaa.. going bugis tmr and on tues..
JIAYOU LAH! =X I hate school.

2008-10-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

i did something super stupid man! omg.. seriously feel like killing myself..
i forgot that i left my mp3 in my pile of clothes..
and then. and then.. i happily went to WASH it. and then its dead..
ARRGGGHHH.. its DEAD DEAD DEAAADDD!! :((((((((

i got no mood for sch tmr. HATE HATE HATE!
why in the world did i go and wash itttt????
HAIS SAD SAD!

does anyone have any solutions for reviving an mp3? please tell me ok.. thanks!

GOOODDNIGHTS BYEBYE..

2008-09-30T13:38:00.002+08:00

went vivo to celebrate a belated bdae of joyce and rachael!
HAPPY BDAE GIRLS! hahahaha..
took lots of pics there. this is the first time the 7 of us went to a place.
cox normally there will be either one or two missing.. hahahaha! (:
happy happy man! =x

ok shall start with the pictures!

the 7 of us! (:

went to the toilet first.. there are so many mirrors there and so decided to take pics!

this is when joyce is washing her hands and we took without her. hahahaa.

TOGETHER! hahahahahahaha. (:

sakae for dinner but without buffet.

before we started eating. joyce was zi-lian-ing.

with karen..

joyce, karen and rachael..

camera shy?!?

same condition! hahahaha.

after that went to the top level to take photos again!
the scenery is so nice there!

me and joyce

they are trying hard to get the "jumping" effect..

FINALLY GOT IT! (:

ivy joyce and rachael

posing herself..

STEPH hahahaha.

started taking group photos..

thanks to the passerby who helped us took the photo!

trying to take by ourselves..

at last.. hahahaha went to candy empire after that.
and HOME SWEET HOME!

we must 7 person go out another time k! hahahaha.
LOVES! (:

2008-09-10T15:35:00.002+08:00

changed my blogskin!
cox i also dont know why the previous one is not working..
i think the designer deleted it away. (: hahahahahaa.
THIS SONG IS IN PARTYWORLD.
damn nice, timeless. =x

ok. so. ermmm. went for seoul garden with claris, lam and xiuqi on mon.
considered a late celebration for lam cox of her bdae!

the three of us. cox claris is taking the photo. (:

claris and lam.

xiuqi!

HAPPY BDAE! =x

the new way of taking photos?!?
hahahahahahaa! (:

so thats about all. after that met papa mama and lyn..
after that went home. but when taking mrt.. i smell so bad lah.
cox of the smell in seoul garden. the oil smell?? hahahaa.
something like that. okok. BYE PEOPLE!

2008-09-05T08:38:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BDAE LAM XINNI!

okok... today is my DEAREST friend's bdae. hahahaa.
18 years old le. (:
ermm. we can go learn DRIVING!

2 years of friends and hope to continue longer..
you are always busy. with hockey, with sch, with your friends. hahaha.
ermmmmmm.. YOU DIDNT COME SCH TODAY!
okok.. kbox together soon..

i love the 4 of us being able to be together for so long.
and i value that as well! (:

LOVE YOU.. and then enjoy your day.. =x
SWEET 18.. (:

2008-09-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

okok.. intended to blog today.
ermmm. should be say got the "feel" now le.
hahahahaha..

ive passed the 3rd 16 weeks for my poly..
meet different groups of people. and FUN!
but for this coming sem. i need to meet another 4 more groups of ppl.
suddenly im scared.
am i able to cope? im not good with communicating with people which i met for the first time.
but then in this sch.. i NEED to.
maybe i should adapt to this change fast right? cox i need to continue for another 3 sems.

i miss my friends! seriously.. MISS THEM...
but when i look through their blogs and see that they're coping well anywhere they go.
and then i would start thinking.
am i the only one stuck in the past? or should i move on fast with them and continue?

HAHAHAHAHAHA.. liven up the atmosphere a bit huh. (:

i admit that i would be lazy sometimes when meeting them..
because of some reasons.. maybe the meeting place is too far..
or the time clashes with other times. =x

okokokokok. sian sian sian!
these few days havent been meeting claris.
ate a lot during the weekends and I SHOULD STOP!
getting fatter and fatter each day ah. sian.
my days are surrounded by SUPERJUNIOR! hahahaa.

meet up soon FRIENDS! (:
miss you all loads man. LOVES!